My meeting with some one different

Recently I met with a person who was ready for a suicide the next moment. I discussed everything with him, all the problems, and the reasons. And here is the gist of his thoughts.

I have always been thinking why people behave in absurd way. I am the protagonist of my life, so how does that matter if I do something to myself.
Something means anything, maybe killing!!!
Do people guarantee me life? Naa leave me, no one can guarantee that.
I am not sure what is going to happen next, maybe something absurd now creeps into my mind and I do something to myself, so does that affect anyone? Huh!! Not at all. Then why such a hype over an attempt to suicide?? (This question mark is a bigger one).
They say it’s hard to survive but easy to end life, but I deny that. Soon you will do the same just try to think over and you will get what it really is. It’s really not anyone’s cup of tea, even hurting hurts (no words), its not an easy task anyways leave aside all other factors.
I am not some psycho that I am telling you all these but under some conditions it really becomes inevitable to escape such thoughts. I guess you too had it sometimes. Neither I am some highly matured ATM (against the motion) types who will always contradict what most of the people say. But some thoughts are really inescapable.
Suicide is not the end of life but beginning of a new one, completely budding thoughts and new energy.I don’t owe anything to anyone, that’s why I am ready for a new life.


I won’t say I was impressed by his thoughts but somewhere he was correct. I am somewhat confused though but it’s the bitter truth.