What i feel !!

My heart goes to people who died of terrorist attack, my heart goes for those who were raped and brutally killed, my heart died several deaths for girls who did not see the world, my heart cries for the ones who died just because some politician was interested in some silly politics and did not care what the end result would be!

Seriously I don’t feel proud being part of such society and I really feel pity on myself that sitting on my desk and taking away a handsome salary I have done nothing considerable yet. It’s such a strange feeling which I cannot express, I simply can’t vent out my anger, I don’t know where to spend my energy, I feel aghast when I don’t know where to start! What I simply do is write, speak to myself, shout and do all silly things which are of no help when I feel alone.

My one and only question is why there is so much suffering and indifference in this place?

I will stop cursing myself the day I see things have changed and yes I cannot conclude my post until I am doing something which will make me feel better. It’s not a hasty end to a write up but I am unable to make out what I need to put on this simple piece of paper. I have changed myself and I am not doing things or taking things lightly any more. I am no more “ chalta hai yaar” types. And even if it doesn’t work I will keep my head high and attitude the same. People who are reading this I am sure if I made a point I will see more of me in this society. I can guarantee a change is underway even if it takes a decade it will be worthwhile.

                               

                      “The real monster is within us and not hiding somewhere”.